Storm

This stormy nights will keep myself lying here
It'll keep the story of my life unfold, untold
It will always keep me far
Far from you, from your life

At this time, this moment, all I wanna do is to break through this storm
A foolish, yet shallow way of thinking
But, that was and always will be my way, my other way to tell you I love you

By doing such deeds
By going through all these retarded things
By sacrificing anything, everything

Just so you know
Only with your presence, yet you did it
Turning my world full of darkness into a field of gray

The pain of knowing this
Knowing that I could never have you
It feels like a knife stabbing me right in the center
While applying more pain by burning it

See through it
Feel my pain, my tears, my anxious, my sacrifice
Kill me! Kill me with this love!

In the end, the storm won't stop and I still won't be brave enough to tell
To tell that I love you, body and soul