Always, always

See, the world will still turn without you
The sun will always be there smiling for me
Each day to pass how I should be proud of myself
And will always pass with me taking my own steps

No, this vast universe of mine won't disappear because of you
It is the exact opposite.
It can grow, grow to shine brighter
Brighter than the sun, the stars

Even though your winds blow me away
Even though your rain pierce me through
Even though you try to shake me off, I won't budge
Because I've made up my mind for ONE SURE THING

Even though, the fact that I love you won't change, this will do
I won't cling to you like other boys do
I won't be your sunshine like the man you love
I, will take the same path as you, but I'll always a little step ahead
Always...

You

If there is a words could describe me, then 'tis you
If there is one soul could complete me, you do
If there is one sin that I do, it's loving you

Every time the sky falls, that moment the mountain endure it
Every time the ocean rages, the moon's there to stabilize
All the time the carbon overact, the trees there to absorb it

The moment I saw a golden light in my life
Is the moment I first saw you, my treasure

Time stops as you see me there
Hanging to an endless dream of laughing together
Clinging to a future which I don't know how will end

If loving you is wrong, let me be this way
Even if I have to die for you
Even if I have to give my love

You and You

If only I could touch your existence like yours touch mine
Every single aspect of my life would've been perfect
If only your turbulence didn't disturb mine
I will surely survive this bare field of voidness

If, somehow you could feel MY presence
My strong will to survive this wave
Just please, raise your head up high
See that I'm here standing still

This pain surely is causing great disturbance upon me
Knocking the door of my distorted heart
Haven't I told you already?
In the darkness soul of my mind, all I can see is light.
Illuminating each side of my life with pain, for it is you.

Storm

This stormy nights will keep myself lying here
It'll keep the story of my life unfold, untold
It will always keep me far
Far from you, from your life

At this time, this moment, all I wanna do is to break through this storm
A foolish, yet shallow way of thinking
But, that was and always will be my way, my other way to tell you I love you

By doing such deeds
By going through all these retarded things
By sacrificing anything, everything

Just so you know
Only with your presence, yet you did it
Turning my world full of darkness into a field of gray

The pain of knowing this
Knowing that I could never have you
It feels like a knife stabbing me right in the center
While applying more pain by burning it

See through it
Feel my pain, my tears, my anxious, my sacrifice
Kill me! Kill me with this love!

In the end, the storm won't stop and I still won't be brave enough to tell
To tell that I love you, body and soul

Last Goodbye

I've been standing all night here waiting
For your responses from you that once held so dear
I just want you to know
All I've done, it's for you.

*Where is us that once shared the same smile?
Where are you that once shared my dream
Where were you when I needed you the most
My light. My soul. My breath

Once again I stare to the moon
The same moon that once we gazed together, even when we're apart
Only you the reason I'm standing
Only you the power I've been looking for

**This place, is our promised place where we will meet
This station where our heart will sent apart
The final place where I will wave my goodbye
And you, swept away the tears in my face

for the last time, I will say my goodbye
For you, my beloved one, for you...

Moonlight Chorus

Under this moonlight at this time
I am searching for the truth from everything
Everything that I hid from all
To wash away every regrets I have

Under this gentle light from the moon
I've been secretly callin' your name only
I'm searchin' for the power to walk to the future
With you.. Only you

Within the blue sky of hope
I've been lookin' around this place
To find the hint of love you left behind

Under this gentle field of light
I have callin' your name again and again
I do believe in quiet love
Which will give me power that I believe in

My next self

Today, I selflessly wonder
The tomorrow me...
What will I be thinking of
What will I be doing...

The tomorrow me,,
In ten years later, Where will I be
Who will I be

The tomorrow me,
I dunno why, but as I wonder
I wonder flawlessly as I met her
That feeling is missing
Nothing remains as I see her

Suddenly I woke up on my chair
Finding I only am dreaming...
Such a fool... haha
*Baka*

Always...

See, the world will still turn without you
The sun will always be there smiling for me
Each day to pass how I should be proud of myself
And will always pass with me taking my own steps

No, this vast universe of mine won't disappear because of you
It is the exact opposite.
It can grow, grow to shine brighter
Brighter than the sun, the stars

Even though your winds blow me away
Even though your rain pierce me through
Even though you try to shake me off, I won't budge
Because I've made up my mind for ONE SURE THING

Even though, the fact that I love you won't change, this will do
I won't cling to you like other boys do
I won't be your sunshine like the man you love
I, will take the same path as you, but I'll always a little step ahead
Always...

an Oath

I remember those looks in your eyes
The same sight from when we fall apart
The same eyes who has silence me with its echoes
The same person who I has promise to protect

The moment that shake my existence
The time I sworn an oath to her
To protect her. Letting her count on me
To be a reason for me to live

Even if I'm lost. Even if I'm fallin'
There's always someone I wanna protect
Even in this vast universe
There's always someplace I wanna return

"It's okay. I'm with you"
A words came flying towards you
From me...

I am

Just another night I alone wander through
Without you here by my side
Searching for a meaning that can make us tough
even if it's one second I'll go through

Now I know the truth
now that I`m more gentle, I just want to say that I`m sorry
For everything I wish that I could be

Everyone is born from
the same love of an important person
Nobody is alone when they`re born
because you`re never separate

I'm your soul
Too, I'm your shield
Use me as your sword
to go through this lonely world

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If to live means that I have to leave you
I'll choose to gave up my live rather than living
I imagine what could tick thee as I lie down.

Thou hath ignite that blue flame
which are love, pain and suffer

Even though I have to depend on you
Even though I wanna be embraced
I'll trust this life on you

Morning when I wake up alone,
There's not enough warm.
Only distant memories and embers embracing my heart

If only by chance I had wings, I'd fly to you
But, die for anyone. What have I become
Anyway, there's a fine line between love and hate, and I don't mind
It's okay to hope right?
I'll protect your smile at least

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Some stories tell sin to Life
Some stories struck one into Death
Some fables lies on people heart as revenge
Some tales grow us older, as Human

Some lies make us grow stronger
Some truth can make us regret what we are
Some deceive can make you believe what we don't
Some provoke can kill those you believe the most

Path you choose lies on those hand you soak
Either it is by blood
Wet by sin
dry by holy deed

Sometime we as people may be foolish
Yet, sometimes we too are selfish
We savor the blood of we love
But, we hate those who draw theirs

We maybe foolish enough to die for those we love
But, sometimes we doesn't want to sacrifice our own body for others
We human lives in lies
But, we shalt seek forth the truth in our lies

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In a night like this
The storm passes all our dreams into reality
If you spend your dream of seeing an alternate
The path you choose to reach your dream

The morning is still going to be
Like drops of dew in the morning is soft to the "Eden"
Without you, I embrace a 'light
A light that is fragile
Fragile enough to be broken by a breath

Just as the sun smiles to your beautiful day
As when the moon sings eternally for your dreams
Just like the stars sparkling like them to you
I will be there when you need me

Just remember this
I do not care what will be next year
In what way does the next month
What about tomorrow
What can lie about an hour later
Or that you think about the next minutes
The only important thing is that I need you
I love you
And I miss you

Whatever you are
Whoever you are
Whenever it is